six.

ive never in my life felt like this before. ive never wanted to give up as much as i do right now. just yesterday i was saying to myself, everything is finally perfect but of course something had to change that. its not that its completely your fault, its mine too. i guess im sorry for the times i cared, for the times i stayed true, for the times i was strong, and for the times i had your back, even if you were wrong. i never wanted our friendship to be like this. i want things to be the same, when we were naturally high, sharing those careless moments together. thats what i want, i dont want that to change. im praying that it wont happen, but who knows right ? i dont wanna lose you, and im going to try my hardest to not let that happen. but thats when i question myself how hard can i try, and for how long will i be able to put up with this? boy, you dont even know. remember when we promised, homie, lover, friend , no matter what, together in the end ? <---cornnnnnnnny. everyone tells me everything will be okay in the end and it sure does give me hope ! im not giving in, not yet atleast.
-p.g.

"Everything turns out okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end."