Part of me wants to let go, but the other part just wants to hold on tight. Sound familiar? Yes, I know, its very cliche but thats just how I feel. I want you to be happy. I want you to be free. I want you to experience new things, but I also want you for my own. All of this just makes me feel selfish beyond words can say. Thats just not how I am, its not like me to only think about myself before others. Today somebody told me, " nobody is holding you back from getting what you want, with the exception of yourself." & I thank you for putting that thought in my head, but its the fear I have building up inside. What if it doesnt work out ? What if something goes wrong? What if things arent the same ? So many things going on inside my head right now, I don't even know what I'm trying to get across in this blog. Its all just nonsense, and now could you please excuse me as I ramble on and on and on.
& i want to say thank you Tommy, for giving me something to believe in & making me realize, yes, I'm still alive, still breathing, and giving me that little bit of reassurance that everything might actually be okay. (: iloveyou.
About me
- ooweeitspreet !
- Everything written in this blog is explicit by the way being straight from the mind, transferred through words. I felt that people don't really know the other side of me. I'm not always the usual fun and games, I also get down to business with literature being one of my guilty pleasures. My opinions are blunt. I don't share my point of view too often, if you ask me politely though I'll surely answer you with ease. Truthfully, there's only a handful of people who I can actually sit down with and have a legitimate conversation with. No, not about mama drama junk, but the real life situations. Like, politics or what is up with the "whadupp" kinda stuff. I get down with the get down. I speak my mind. Get at me. Thank You.