sixteen.

My heartbeat hastens and memories resurface. My stomach starts to recoil from the free-fall effect. The adrenaline starts to swell up in my chest.It's just a swirl of emotions. Boy, you couldn't possibly start to believe what happened to me today. Even I'm trying to process the difference between my realities and fantasies. I want to tell you. e v e r y t h i n g. & Maybe if you show up tonight, in my dreams. I'll tell you. I will spill it all, like I've been longing to for much too long. And maybe you will understand. You will understand why I do the things I do, or say the things I say. My intentions are not to hurt you, they are to be a good bestfriend, and let the truth be told. I don't know but it's just that odd feeling of indifference and apathy that keeps bringing me back, making me wonder over and over again, Why ? At the moment, I'm feeling at loss for words.

"Babe, I hope that you won't let me crash from the flight that you have put me on."- Preet.

Oh and its Valentines Day tomorrow <3