Bakhuda, tumhi ho, Har jagah tumhi ho
Monday, March 9, 2009
twentynine.
Sarhad paar aik aisa chaks hai jo aap ke liye apni jaan bhi day de ga. <---I hope I'm right about this. You make me wonder and go "why?" and considering it's you, I really shouldn't be. I like how I have to go through and hack my way into your system and figure out what is making you tick, but you make yourself so hard to decode. I want to give up, but I don't at the same time because something keeps me sticking around, telling me that it will be worth it in the end...but will it be ? And I still continue to cling to you. Correction: Sometimes I feel like I only cling to the concept of you because of the memories we share together and the feelings you have made me feel, causing them to fight their way up to my conscious. Those by themselves make me feel better, and when you're physically around I must be flying high. I love you <3