& your saying that you are completely content with this drastic change. that you are going to be perfectly fine, that you are going to live life like none of this ever happened to you. Bestfriend? Are those the words I should be using to define you ? I'm questioning myself too, so no need to answer that. I bet you are reading this right now thinking I'm talking about my other bestfriend, but no. This one is for you love. Although we haven't talked to much about this matter, I've noticed how you've changed your perspective on things. Just in the past two weeks. You went from being depressed and apathetic, to jolly as fuck. All I can say is, what the hell. It all came so unexpectedly. Try to leave everything behind you, and think the world will move on just fine. That was your absolute lowest move. To even think you'd stoop down that low. Yea, it hasn't been left unnoticed. How so? Just look at yourself. That will explain it all. But let me be the one to ask you this. Are you a coward? An i n s e c u r e fool ? Or even a hypocrite ? Yes, yes indeed you are. Your leaving, and all of a sudden your going to be thrilled at the thought of it. I think I figured it out though. It's all just a way to get rid of your problems. To run away from them.You cant run forever though. So no worries honey, they are going to catch up to you. You can't just leave them behind. no no no. That is NOT the answer. Not even close.
Just a tad bit pathetic in my opinion. Wouldn't you say ?
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Your lips met mine awkwardly in the raging sea of people. As I pulled away. I gazed into your eyes. Only to find myself in a perplexed state of mind. Your eyes are the only ones I cannot decipher at first glance. You whispered something to me. Filled with disbelief and astonishment, I did not answer. The disbelief in what you said to me, and the astonishment from how elated those three words made me feel. Now your eyes were clear. Those words. Coming from you. It was so genuine. Babe, you've got my guard down now. I think its time for me to release myself from this duty. Its time for you to take control.
I like this feeling.
[ If you didnt know, Valentines was OMGAMAZING]
& Indy, thank you for being my berry berry speciaaaal valentine <3
