eight.

i feel as if im searching for something that doesn't exist. its like taking a trip through the darkness of the forest, with only the dim light glowing from my heart to lead the way. the people lurk around me, their unseen faces, the unheard thoughts. at times everything seems so clear but in the blink of an eye, i lose focus and its just all in a distance once again. What exactly am I looking for ? I honestly don't know, but that feeling of something being missing is not pleasant. Just need that one small thing to fill that spot. Is it possible that maybe I have lost a piece of me in the process of recreating the past ? But whats there to recreate, when the past is still the present ? So therefore, I stay lost amongst this mess I call "life".
-p.g.