nine.

I feel like I'm a computer receiving more information than I can process at once. It feels as if my brain is about to explode. With the never ending possibilities and the forever increasing curiousities I have about this world, its much too hard to handle. I want to be able to understand it all, but the room is spinning, and its hard to narrow it down to focus on just one thing. The smallest details in my life seem to be slowly leading to my own downfall. As my life seems to be crashing down, I honestly dont want you to crumble along with it. And as I dig through the rubble of what was once "my life", you still seem to make your way through this horrid mess to come to the rescue. i LOVE you <3

This is when Murphys Law definitely comes into play:
" Whatever can go wrong, will and at the worst
possible time causing the most damage."