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So I have this theory that the moment in time when you're at the climax of a friendship, one person has to leave and that departure of the person is a test, a test of how much that friendship truly means. Although its better that sometimes we have to go our own ways, I don’t want to, I really don’t and you may ask why, but its impossible to put into words. At the moment all I know for a fact is that its going to be hard to get through things when I don't have someone like you, to count on regardlessly, to confide in perpetually, to laugh with obnoxiously, to run with wildly, to slap in the face repeatedly, to fight with constantly, to bitch at regularly, and to love unconditionally. I hold in the fear of losing you, only because it makes me feel, feel what its like to lose something, someone so dear. Your the only one thats never let me down and yes it sounds so cliche, but i mean it when I say it. Even those who claim to be my "bestfriends", can't replace you and what you've been to me, for they have all let me down in one way or another, but you never failed to be the one to wipe away my tears.

"You might be leaving, but I'm still holding on."