Friday, February 27, 2009

twentythree.

Why can't you just leave me alone? Let me believe that you don't feel the way you make it seem. Every time we make eye contact. My heartbeat hastens and I think up the most bizarre situations. Somehow, someway, something always happens. When you got a girlfriend, why did the way you act around me change so much ? More Importantly: why did I care so much ? I don't even know why or why I even thought of myself wanting you right now. I shudder whenever I'm reminded of this whole situation. I feel so guilty, even at the thought of something actually happening. I don't want to tell anyone that I feel this way. But maybe you know;
Your love is bleeding out through your eyes, I can see it;