twentytwo.

I had this dream where you held me so tightly and so close, whispering meaningless apologies and pointless promises. You held me as if you had let go of me, I would have vanished into the thin air.

Maybe I would have.

I had this dream where you held me close, gripping onto my hand tightly. You kissed me softly and held on to me like tomorrow were to never come. You made me feel so high that I swore that I was hovering just a little bit.

The grip you had on me still kept me tethered to the ground though.

I had this dream where we were yelling and screaming at one another ceaselessly . Tears were rapidly flowing down the sides of my face and long unbroken strings of harmful, catastrophic words that happened to flowoutofyourmouthlikethis came flying from your mouth. This was more of a nightmare than anything I could ever think of.

You still held onto my hand through it all.

I had this dream where I started to fall down, plunging into the darkness. There was nothing left around me. Just sadness and despair.

I realized that you had finally let go.

THIS ISNT WHAT I WANTED;