Wednesday, June 24, 2009

ninetysix.

Let me tell you my dear friend that we humans are still islands to discover, and I just have got to tell you what type of state I’m in. Amidst all the happiness and charming squalor, there’s a feeling lurking beneath it all. A feeling so strong, yet hidden deep inside the forest of truth. A feeling of heartbreak and sadness. It was all that I used to be. I am moving through this chapter of my life as if there is some type of ginormous dormant monster just waiting tempestuously to devour me. Maybe that monster could represent life, responsibility, truth, love; although most of you would agree to disagree, I still am a small child trapped in this world of ridiculous games and mind tricks. They just can’t understand that I don’t and will not understand any of their ludicrous games. Yet I can’t deny that I am mesmerized by their ways, but I will never take part. It all seems too cumbersome and strange. Not yet will I become corrupt as the world around me, just to feel fulfilled. I am satisfied and content with the lovely life I live.
I live in a world of fantasy so keep your reality away from me. I see what I want. I want what I see, and that is all okay by me. –Itzah C Kret.

I miss my bestestfriend <3 Wish you were here ^_^