Monday, June 1, 2009

seventyfour.

I don’t know why I am still sharing. Lately, I’ve had to find out the hard way. When you continuously share too much of yourself with others, they, in turn interject with their own bullshit and sideline hating. I need to stop caring for others too much. I tend to put my heart on the line constantly, valuing people that do not deserve it, not even the slightest bit, falling for situations that are completely built off of lies, jealousy and for personal gain, as well as loving those who are incapable of loving me in return. I forgive them, day in and day out just like I forgave myself. Helping others gets me nowhere.
I like dead end signs. I think they're kind. at least they have the
decency to let you know when you're going nowhere.