onehundredninetyeight.

As much as I really want to say I miss you, I don't. As much as I wanted to say that I loved you, I never did. I know that times are changing hastily, so are we, but I still feel like I'm going to let myself down every single time I say something to you. I just want things to be the same again, but I understand that I'm going to have to leave things the way they are. I swear its not because I don't like you, I mean I'm happy for you, but I just miss us a lot even though, there wasn't really an "us". I don't know what I'm saying. i guess you were just the closest thing I had to someone.

They say the ones you take for granted, you miss the most.