twohundredone.

Its beyond my understanding that each day seems to become a bit more irrational. I'm starting to doubt more people, getting more aggravated with them as the days go by. I don't like it. I'm starting to believe they are selfish, arrogant, so oblivious to everything around them. Being the idiot that I am, I've come to the realization of the manipulation, self absorbed acts, the lack of care. Their sensitive bitch fits, obnoxious remarks, and rude manners. They've finally been recognized, and it irks me more than ever before. The real question is, "Are they really my friends?" Who knows though. Maybe on day they will be the ones to help me decide. Time is said to be such a precious thing. I can’t completely say I concur. Ever since the start of this school year, I’ve only experienced misery. Yeah, maybe I'm exaggerating a bit but I sure cant say that my time has been precious. But I’ve got to become more focused for what is important. I’m distracted by these pointless interferences. This needs to stop. I need what is right for my future, not the present.

A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.